I am sure there are times when it may seem I doubt my situation and standing. Truth is, I am sure of whom I wish to be with and where I stand with that person.
Doubt and Truth I do not doubt my feelings for you. The truth is, I feel, you are my destiny I do not doubt that I have a place in your heart. The truth is, I believe you feel the destiny too. I do doubt I am the only one chasing your heart. The truth is I am the only one that should win. I do doubt I am the only one telling you these things. The truth is I am the only one you need believe in. This rant isn't really about that. I wish to talk about different doubts, different truths. That being said (I know I seem to say that a lot), I doubt that everyone wants to face the truth(s) they desperately try to deny. There was a time when I was the same way. I was sure that all the things going wrong in my life were some sort of fluke. Maybe there was an evil gremlin hovering over my shoulder. Why should I have all this bad luck? What did I ever do that was so wrong? Then one day a revelation as it were. I realized that I needed to own up to my mistakes. The truth is I foolhardily tried to doubt my ability to be wrong. There are two things we can do when we screw-up. We can emphatically deny it is our fault, and shift the blame on someone else.....or.....we can admit our part and do what we can to correct our mistakes. There are demons all around us, inside of us that don't allow us to be perfect. These imps love to play on our imperfections. The truth is there is no doubting these demons. Egoism, selfishness, denial, and immorality. That last one is a biggie. Truth is I believe that the longer we doubt our demons, the longer we will live in pain and fear. The pains and fears that are caused by the loneliness we created for ourselves. Thanks for listening...or....reading my rant. Truth is I doubt many of you will admit your demons and just blow me off. To those of you I say GOOD LUCK, SLEEP WELL, I will.