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Boomer’s Rants (Doubts, Truths, Demons)

I am sure there are times when it may seem I doubt my situation and standing.  Truth is, I am sure of whom I wish to be with and where I stand with that person.

Doubt and Truth
I do not doubt my feelings for you. 
The truth is, I feel, you are my destiny
I do not doubt that I have a place in your heart.
The truth is, I believe you feel the destiny too.
I do doubt I am the only one chasing your heart.
The truth is I am the only one that should win.
I do doubt I am the only one telling you these things.
The truth is I am the only one you need believe in.

This rant isn't  really about that.  I wish to talk about  different doubts, different truths.  That being said (I know I seem to say that a lot), I doubt that everyone wants to face the truth(s) they desperately try to deny.  There was a time when I was the same way.  I was sure that all the things going wrong in my life were some sort of fluke.  Maybe there was an evil gremlin hovering over my shoulder.  Why should I have all this bad luck?  What did I ever do that was so wrong?  Then one day a revelation as it were.  I realized that I needed to own up to my mistakes.  The truth is I foolhardily tried to doubt my ability to be wrong.   There are two things we can do when we screw-up.  We can emphatically deny it is our fault, and shift the blame on someone else.....or.....we can admit our part and do what we can to correct our mistakes.  There are demons all around us, inside of us that don't allow us to be perfect.   These imps love to play on our imperfections.  The truth is there is no doubting these demons.   Egoism, selfishness, denial, and immorality.  That last one is a biggie.   Truth is I believe that the longer we doubt our demons, the longer we will live in pain and fear.  The pains and fears that are caused by the loneliness we created for ourselves.  Thanks for listening...or....reading my rant.  Truth is I doubt many of you will admit your demons and just blow me off.   To those of you I say GOOD LUCK, SLEEP WELL,  I will.

About Bigboomer

Hello, first of all I would like to thank you for visiting my blogsite. I am going to tell you a little about me. My name is Ray, I started writing back in high school. Every once in a while I would come up with a few ideas and would write them down. Most of which became poems others became short stories. Some of my inspirations are of the heart, some of them come from the thoughts of the day. You will see, as you browse threw my site my poetry is about as diverse as you can get. I hope that as you read them some will have you thinking of love, while others will make you feel sorrow. I would like some of them to set you off to an adventure. Finally, I have some poems that may make you hungry. I do have some inspirations that just plane turn into ramblings or rants as, if you read in here, you will see. I have managed to get two books published so far, the first one is titled Pathways, it may be found at xlibris.com/RayBohdan.html. there you can view a couple of excerpts form the book. The second book is Mingling Hues of My Mind it is at publish America A little bit more about me. I am fifty-one years old I have three children, Rainney, Elisa, and Anthony and two well, actually, three grandchildren Raeanne Marie, Graycee, and Amaya. I guess I could go on, but then I am afraid this will come out sounding like a dating profile. Part of my site will be dedicated to my poetry, I plan to break it down into different sections and organize it by type/style. Another section of this site will be dedicated to my blog it will be about my rants/thoughts of the day. These will vary from political, to personal, to comical. I will talk about most anything and everything that I feel may be of interest to someone. I also will devote a section to some of my favorite recipes with hints on how to capture his/her heart by winning their stomach. My favorite foods are Italian and Mexican, but this section will not be limited to those two types. I do believe however, that the most important part of my site will be the dedication pages. These will be to memorialize special loved ones and friends, as well as thank those that have made purchases of my afore-mentioned book. This is exactly what you think it is. A way for me to sell my self as a writer. Publicly get my words and thoughts out into the world. Please believe me when I say that this in no way demeans or diminishes my passions for the people and the love of which I have written, and will continue to write. I trust that once you read my poems you will feel the love i have felt, the pains I have been through, and the joys of life itself. Once again I thank you for stopping by please enjoy.


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