Lately here I have been letting my anger, and my disdain, for the way things have gone the last two years rule my emotions. My frustration has gotten the better of me. For this I must apologize to my children, my friend Deborah and any one else that may have felt (however directly or indirectly), the wrath or the loathing. There is nothing I can do about certain things that I feel are not right. So the ones I can control I will be better with. All I ask for now is that you forgive me my weaknesses, and see me for the man I truly am.