I have decided the sole reason I don’t workout as much as I should is the lack of momentum. The other day I was outside at my bench and had done about a half an hour’s worth and simply lost my momentum. I sat there for a few minutes and decided I would get back to it later. which will be tomorrow or Monday or……
I have the want, the drive, every time I look in the mirror I feel a need to fix the bulge in the middle. Even though it is not as bad as it used to be, I am not where I want to be. So I tell myself everyday that today is the day I will get to it. The problem is when I get home from work I lose my momentum.
I sit down for a while and then that is it, well most of the time. Sometimes it is there, well, like yesterday. Most times it is only temporary.
I have the incentive a lovely woman whom has never said anything about needing to improve on my physique. I just feel she deserves the best me I can be.
I have the desire, I had a friend one time tell me that I have presence, I could command attention just walking into a room. It was a total ego boost and I guess my ego wants that boost back.
For the longest time I would wonder what was going on inside my head. If I have the drive, the incentive, and the desire why don’t I “get’er done” as the saying goes. Then yesterday it hit me, while I was in the middle of my workout, I just flat out lost my momentum. My mind started to wander, my body fell flat and I stopped.
If I have the desire in my heart, the incentive in my mind, and the drive in my soul where is the momentum? Is it in the procrastinators realm?!? I am hoping not.