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Boomer’s Ramblings ( My Conscience)

I was going to start this off with “we”, but then decided that I can only speak for myself. My conscience shows up in many different forms. Today while working-out, sort of, it appeared as my neighbor giving me a hard time about doing it more than once every two months. There are times when having a bad day at work and my attitude is getting off track it will appear as my boss or a respected co-worker. They either say something to me that makes me stop and think, or some times it is just the look I imagine on their faces. There are times when it tries to appear as someone I do not care for. I argue and fight with it, and they can get angry and cruel. I am always glad it is just my conscience that I am wresting with and not a real person. There is a poem/rhyme I wrote about carrying  a grudge, by the way it is a few posts back, it came from the whole wrestling with my conscience thing. When it appears as someone like my neighbor it is usually just trying to push me further than I apparently plan to go that day. When it comes out looking like a friend or co-worker, most of the time it is trying to tell me I need to live and let live. There are certain things I can’t control and so I need to relax and go with the flow. When it takes on the personae of someone I want to argue with it is usually, hell who am I kidding, it is always because the grudge is poking it’s head out of my pocket and wanting to come out and play. At times I believe that the two little people on my shoulders, the angle on the right and the devil on the left are dressed in boxing trunks with full gloves (no mouth pieces) going at it.It is never easy wrestling with my conscience it almost always seems to win. Although, I am pretty sure that is a good thing, there are times when getting my point across means I need to ignore it and play the bad guy.

I have just now started debating with myself as to whether this will be my radio show topic or not. I think it would actually make a pretty good one.

About Bigboomer

Hello, first of all I would like to thank you for visiting my blogsite. I am going to tell you a little about me. My name is Ray, I started writing back in high school. Every once in a while I would come up with a few ideas and would write them down. Most of which became poems others became short stories. Some of my inspirations are of the heart, some of them come from the thoughts of the day. You will see, as you browse threw my site my poetry is about as diverse as you can get. I hope that as you read them some will have you thinking of love, while others will make you feel sorrow. I would like some of them to set you off to an adventure. Finally, I have some poems that may make you hungry. I do have some inspirations that just plane turn into ramblings or rants as, if you read in here, you will see. I have managed to get two books published so far, the first one is titled Pathways, it may be found at xlibris.com/RayBohdan.html. there you can view a couple of excerpts form the book. The second book is Mingling Hues of My Mind it is at publish America A little bit more about me. I am fifty-one years old I have three children, Rainney, Elisa, and Anthony and two well, actually, three grandchildren Raeanne Marie, Graycee, and Amaya. I guess I could go on, but then I am afraid this will come out sounding like a dating profile. Part of my site will be dedicated to my poetry, I plan to break it down into different sections and organize it by type/style. Another section of this site will be dedicated to my blog it will be about my rants/thoughts of the day. These will vary from political, to personal, to comical. I will talk about most anything and everything that I feel may be of interest to someone. I also will devote a section to some of my favorite recipes with hints on how to capture his/her heart by winning their stomach. My favorite foods are Italian and Mexican, but this section will not be limited to those two types. I do believe however, that the most important part of my site will be the dedication pages. These will be to memorialize special loved ones and friends, as well as thank those that have made purchases of my afore-mentioned book. This is exactly what you think it is. A way for me to sell my self as a writer. Publicly get my words and thoughts out into the world. Please believe me when I say that this in no way demeans or diminishes my passions for the people and the love of which I have written, and will continue to write. I trust that once you read my poems you will feel the love i have felt, the pains I have been through, and the joys of life itself. Once again I thank you for stopping by please enjoy.


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