I decided that I needed to come in here and put something to paper….er……computer screen. Anyway, I don’t like to just come in here and babble about my day. Mainly because I do not find it all that interesting. I don’t do anything real fun or exciting, and I am not the type to just ramble on about me. If I do not feel it is interesting, I am sure you won’t either. I can tell you I am in the middle of a nine day run and that tomorrow (Saturday) is day five of that nine. I can also tell you that by the time I am done with Wednesday I will have worked twenty out of the last twenty-three days. I can shed some light on how hard it is to come in here and put thoughts together being this tired. I watched a movie the other day via netflix. Il Postino. The Postman it was about a man that wants to be a great poet. His life crosses paths with Pablo Naruda, who teaches him to not only be a good writer but how to stand up for what he really wants. Pablo used a lot of metaphors and It struck me I never really write that way but I love the style. So I have decided to do more of it. I can also tell you all that I would love to learn some languages. This movie was in Italian with subtitles. It would be nice to be able to watch a movie like this one and not need the sub-titles. Unfortunately at this time I cannot afford to take classes, so it is hard to study, especially since I am by myself. I want to learn Spanish, Italian, and ASL (American Sign Language). I do a little studying now and then, I think it would actually be easier if I had a class room full of fellow students and a teacher standing over me with a ruler and a night stick. Maybe she should put down the ruler, I can imagine those really hurt. You know this is the point in my life where I can look back and say I should have payed more attention. I should have taken better classes, I could have studied harder. I would have a better job, hell maybe even a career. Now that my kids are grown having to manage their own lives, somewhat. I think it is only a matter of time before they start thinking the same thing. Especially since times are so hard now. When they do start looking back and reflecting on how many times they wish they would have listened to me, I can sit back, smile, and say nananananana I told you, I told you. Hopefully my grandkids will listen. Well it is getting late thanks for listening oops reading I hope to see you all soon!!