When I am at work I wish I was here (at home) writing. When I come home the thoughts I had at work seem to fly right out of my head. There are times when the thoughts are so flooding that I can’t sort them through. Which ones should I write first. I have just walked away planning to come back later. When I do that it usually becomes late I get tired and nothing makes it to paper. Or in this case print. Ok…In all cases print, and if you saw my handwriting you would understand why. Oh yeah…thank the lord for spell check!
One of the things that I wanted to talk about is guilt. Guilt can come out of your feelings for others. It may be born out of the idea that you want others to be as well off as you are. Even if you are not that wealthy, you may feel some need to share of yourself because of it. This is how charities, the ones that actually do some good, are created.
What if your guilt is just a spawn of your own narcissism. Perhaps you feel guilty, not because you care for others. Yet it is solely due to what you think others may think of you. You are charitable because you want other people to look up to you. You desire the attention it gives to you. (This was born out of experience with roommates and workmates).
I did have another idea hit me at work, it started out as: “What’s the difference between Preference and ———. I can’t remember the other side. I do know it wasn’t choice. I am sure it will come to me and I will get back to you.
until then I hope you all have a great day. Oh and please feel free to express you opinion on anything and everything I write. I am not afraid. I do welcome any comment, criticism, or debate.