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“Roller Coaster of Emotions”

First of all I want to re-state, or re-iterate for the record that I am not a psychologist. Nor have I ever taken any psychology courses. This is all based on experience.

I know it is difficult to except the idea that you can be on cloud nine one day. Then feeling like you are down in the dumps the next. In some cases all it takes is one little instance that can make you feel like everything has changed. It can be a quick glance from some one you admire, or an unexpected message form some one you desire to be with. On the flip side it could be a brush off, something they do to make you feel less important. Maybe the a fore-mentioned message isn’t the news you wanted to hear.

It certainly can feel like a roller coaster ride. I have always run on the philosophy of ‘hope for the best and prepare for the worst.’ It is a way of protecting my heart form total melt down. I, unlike so many others I have seen, have a well rounded self-esteem level. I do not put myself up on a pedestal, yet I believe I am a great guy to be with. I am not so conceited that I feel it is their loss not to be with me. I do think I am losing out if they leave. However, I have always felt that the right one is out there I just need patience and hope. 

Of course the roller coaster does not just start and stop with the heart. There are the thoughts of career choice, hell I have even seen people go through the ups and downs just trying to decide what kind of fish to buy and how to cook it. My main point is you know there are going to be highs and lows during your life. It is not how many, but how you deal with them that makes you breaks you.

Yes there are going to be times when you get so frustrated you just want to give it up. Give up on love, give up on trying, maybe even life itself. It is the power of your mind that must kick in and tell you that you are worth every penny you have invested in yourself and the right person will see that. By the way, it might not occur when you are a young buck/spring chicken. It may happen later on in life when you are older. You just need a little patience, persistence, and perseverance. 

You can give up on the ones you feel have given up on you, but never give up on yourself!!!

Persistence, Patience, and Perseverance

With persistence I do chase your heart, searching a love that is true.
A persistence I hope will be rewarded by a life and love with you.

Patience is a virtue, one I do admit have very little of.
Patience I do practice, for I wish not to chase away your love.

Perseverance is my goal, and at this I must not go awry.
Persevere I will lest your heart wishes to stave off my try.

About Bigboomer

Hello, first of all I would like to thank you for visiting my blogsite. I am going to tell you a little about me. My name is Ray, I started writing back in high school. Every once in a while I would come up with a few ideas and would write them down. Most of which became poems others became short stories. Some of my inspirations are of the heart, some of them come from the thoughts of the day. You will see, as you browse threw my site my poetry is about as diverse as you can get. I hope that as you read them some will have you thinking of love, while others will make you feel sorrow. I would like some of them to set you off to an adventure. Finally, I have some poems that may make you hungry. I do have some inspirations that just plane turn into ramblings or rants as, if you read in here, you will see. I have managed to get two books published so far, the first one is titled Pathways, it may be found at xlibris.com/RayBohdan.html. there you can view a couple of excerpts form the book. The second book is Mingling Hues of My Mind it is at publish America A little bit more about me. I am fifty-one years old I have three children, Rainney, Elisa, and Anthony and two well, actually, three grandchildren Raeanne Marie, Graycee, and Amaya. I guess I could go on, but then I am afraid this will come out sounding like a dating profile. Part of my site will be dedicated to my poetry, I plan to break it down into different sections and organize it by type/style. Another section of this site will be dedicated to my blog it will be about my rants/thoughts of the day. These will vary from political, to personal, to comical. I will talk about most anything and everything that I feel may be of interest to someone. I also will devote a section to some of my favorite recipes with hints on how to capture his/her heart by winning their stomach. My favorite foods are Italian and Mexican, but this section will not be limited to those two types. I do believe however, that the most important part of my site will be the dedication pages. These will be to memorialize special loved ones and friends, as well as thank those that have made purchases of my afore-mentioned book. This is exactly what you think it is. A way for me to sell my self as a writer. Publicly get my words and thoughts out into the world. Please believe me when I say that this in no way demeans or diminishes my passions for the people and the love of which I have written, and will continue to write. I trust that once you read my poems you will feel the love i have felt, the pains I have been through, and the joys of life itself. Once again I thank you for stopping by please enjoy.


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