It is not always easy to sit down and put one’s emotional thoughts onto paper. Sometimes there are events in a life that make you feel anger, frustration, maybe even hatred. When these events are things you cannot control it is rough to have to except them. It is tougher when certain family members seem to except the situation with out knowing all the facts. Keeping certain facts undisclosed to all, may be painful yet semi rewarding in the fact that you don’t ruin their views of things.
The battle ensues when you have to decide between letting secrets out of the bag, and exposing the wrong doings of some. Or…keeping the silence so as not to cause a riff among family members. What if the opinion of one family member is not the same as others. Maybe what you think is wrong morally, or otherwise, is acceptable to others.
Battle number two starts as you distrust your own thinking. Are you being too hard on the person/people in question? Are your own morals too strict? I believe the answer to that one can almost never be yes. In some extreme cases maybe, but not in this case.
As the battle rages on in my head, I feel at this particular time, it is best left there. It may and probably will come out some day when my own morals are questioned. For right now I am keeping my thoughts unopinionized. (this is a word I just added to my dictionary).